A cloud of
burning embers swirled about him like fireflies in the dark. He envied their
bright, brief lives. He wanted to reach out and touch and catch them but his
arm was heavy, so heavy, so tired, and it was all he could do just to watch
their flight.
Somewhere,
under his feet, behind his back, somewhere far away, the deck was shaking and
the bulkheads were trembling and an alarm was crying, so far, far away. It was
all lost in a dull roar that filled his ears and he knew that must be the air
escaping, spilling out into space. That should have troubled him.
But he was
tired. So tired. He watched the fireflies wink out, one by one, and followed
them down into darkness.
[No signal]
He dreamed and
that was wrong for his kind were not made to dream and the dreams were
black-tarred spiderweb dreams that tried to snare him and cling to him with
hints and visions and whispers, images of his old life, and the one before
that, the real one.
He dreamed of
the white-walled room where he’d begun his second life, everything ceramic
smooth and eggshell brittle, the lights blued and blurred, the air cold and
disinfected.
“How do you
feel?” It might have been one of the daughters that had asked. He’d known their
names but been made to forget.
“Numb as
Novocaine,” he’d said but she hadn’t laughed or even smiled.
“That’s
progress, I guess,” said another voice, someone out of his field of view. He
couldn’t turn his head. It was similar to the first voice but subtly different,
wearier perhaps. “What do you think he’ll make of it?”
“He’ll be delighted,
no doubt,” replied the first. “Pizza for everyone and a vacation somewhere
warmer—maybe Mercury.”
“No,
seriously.”
“Well, think
I’ve found a way around the body dysphoria and schizophrenic heautoscopy. I
figured we’ve been going about it all wrong, trying it out on these gung-ho
alpha wolves. Their identity is too wrapped up in their physicality. We need
the military training, but without the ego. So I found someone a little more,
hm, detached.”
“A sociopath?
That’s low, even for him.”
“No, no. Not
that. More like, um, traumatized.”
“A psych case?
My apologies, that’s so much more ethical.”
“Hey, if it
works.”
He raised his
hand to object about being talked about in third person. Or he tried to. His
hand was heavier than in memory, and he could barely make it budge. Wrong, this
was wrong.
“Guardian?”
she’d said instead and reached forward and reached into his chest and her
fingers slipped easily through the memory-form smartalloy surface of his chest
and found a firefly that had somehow got caught there. She held it up and made
it glow.
And that was
one more wrong thing. That wasn’t what she had said and she knew it. She was
supposed to say something about destroying his world. It made him mad that she
wouldn’t say her lines. “Put that back,” he wanted to say but it was a dream and
he was stuck with the script, with these memories and regrets, with this pain.
“Eyes up,
Guardian.”
Her fist closed
about the firefly but instead of dimming its light grew and grew and grew,
brighter and brighter, searingly intense, blinding, bleaching away the room and
the bed and the woman and he blinked fiercely against the light and—
He opened his
eyes.
He was lying on
something hard and cold, metal under his legs, against his back. His legs were
splayed out in a V before him, his hands loose at his sides. He was in a narrow
corridor, bookended to his left and right in solid-looking doors of grey steel.
That was odd. It wasn’t—well, he wasn’t sure what it wasn’t. Something tickled
at the edge of memory, and was gone.
The wall in
front of him was plain and grey and had been torn open in a great long jagged
line for the length of the corridor, as though some great claw had been
scrabbling to get at him. Through the tear, he could see darkness. Stars. The
edge of a great sphere, bone-white, cross-hatched in red like a child’s
scribble. That was odd too, but odd in a different way, because it meant he was
in space, and the corridor was open to space, and there couldn’t be any air in
the corridor and he would asphyxiate very shortly. He tried to take a breath
and was not terribly surprised when he couldn’t.
“Ah well,” he
said out loud (though there was no air to carry the sound). “It was dull while
it lasted.”
“Guardian?”
He refocused
his eyes. There was a sort of floating double spindle thing hovering in the
air, just above his head. The back half
spun, a trifle nervously perhaps, while the front half regarded him with a single
glowing eye. Yet another oddity in a day already filled with them.
“You’re alive!
You don’t know how long I’ve been looking for you,” it chirped.
He realized he
was hearing it directly in his head. He tried to answer. “Who are you?” he
asked.
“I’m a Ghost.”
He peered at it
closely. It seemed substantial enough. “You sure about that?”
“Actually, I’m your
Ghost.”
“You look
nothing like me.” He raised his hands, slowly, gingerly, and was reassured to
find they also looked fairly solid. He made a fist with one, then the other,
flexed his fingers. Took two fingers and poked himself in the chest. No.
Definitely quite substantial and not at all ghost-like. “I don’t think that’s
how these things work, you know.”
“Well, you’ve
been dead a long time.”
“Dead?” He
thought he would have remembered dying. It was the sort of thing you’d expect
would leave an impression. He tried to think back and—and met a blank wall.
Nothing. He couldn’t remember a single thing. There was a name, maybe his name,
a number, language, how to walk and talk, violence too, how to fire guns and
use knives, how to hurt and maim and kill. But no episodes attached to these
things. No faces. That should have been terrifying. Instead, it felt, well,
strangely familiar.
He pushed
himself to his feet. His legs, too, seemed no worse for him being so recently dead.
He bent his knees, stamped each foot, nodded to himself in satisfaction. He
supposed wherever he was must have artificial gravity, since he didn’t seem to
be floating off into space. He looked himself up and down: Boots, some kind of
suit or armor, maybe a uniform of some kind. On the breast there was faded lettering:
SHIVA D. “Dead, huh? For how long?”
The Ghost
bobbed in the air a bit, whirled and gave a kind of squeaky digital fart,
seemed to consider the question. “Um, I’m not really sure, actually. A long
time.”
“What, months?
Years?”
“Oh no, no, no.
Nothing like that.”
“Ah, that’s a
relief then—”
“Centuries, at
least.”
He gave it a
long, hard look. It wobbled and blinked at him. He continued to glare. “Look,
my photonic little friend, I’m angry and confused and perhaps a touch
bewildered and unfortunately about the only thing my brain remembers how to do
is smash, destroy and break things, things I am very willing to try if you
continue to babble nonsense, so choose your next words carefully: How. Long.”
“You see that?”
It twisted in the air so that its eye pointed to the tear in the corridor wall,
and the rusted white shell visible amid the stars. “That’s Europa. Nearly a
billion kilometers from Earth. It’s been a long time, okay?”
He followed its
gaze. Thought about what that meant. Realized he hadn’t the faintest idea what
that meant. “Huh,” he said, which seemed about the best response he could give.
“Europa.”
“Look, you’re
gong to see a lot of things you won’t understand.”
“Yeah, like if
this place is open to vacuum, why am I not dead?”
“Well, you’re
an Exo, so—”
“A whatto?”
“Exo. A human
consciousness uploaded into a robotic brain.”
He blinked. “No
kidding?”
A dark
dragonfly shape occluded the stars, blotting out the view of Europa. The bright
spikes of drive flares briefly bathed the corridor in an orange glow, then it
was gone. He realized the corridor must already be only slightly above absolute
zero, but somehow the sight made him shiver.
“This is Fallen
territory,” the Ghost said, speaking faster now. “We aren’t safe here. I have
to get you to the City.”
“The
City, singular article? What happened to the others?”
“Gone.
Destroyed. Come on, we have to move.” It floated away, towards one end of the
corridor and the door barring the way. “Those scavengers will be crawling all
over the ship any second now.”
He mentally
shrugged to himself and followed in its wake. “If it’s a billion klicks away, how
are we going to get to this City?”
“This is a
colony ship. There’s got to be something we can fly in one of the launch bays.”
It stopped before the door and seemed to consider it for a moment. “Locked,” it
muttered. A sparkling blue beam erupted from its eye and struck the lock
mechanism. “Just a moment.”
“Resurrection
and lockpicking, those are your two skills, huh?”
“Hush, just a
moment. I’ve almost got—”
Molten-hot
sparks erupted from the rim of the door. Metal slagged, going red, then orange,
then white and running like wax. Then the door flew from its hinges, sailing
over his head as he ducked and covered his head with his hands. Something
crouched in the corridor beyond, something spider-slim with four glittering
eyes. It held a pistol in one hand, a static-sparking blade in the other. It
leaped.
Without
thinking, he lunged forward to meet its charge. His fist lashed out, connected
with the thing’s head. Something surged within him. Like touching a live wire.
Tasted of ozone and anger. The thing’s face crumpled in a burst of whispering
white smoke. It flew backwards, impacted against the corridor and bounced off
before falling into a crumpled heap.
He looked at
his hand in shock.
“Did I do
that?”
“The power of
the Traveler,” the Ghost said. “You’re a Guardian now.”
“Oh. Does that
mean I have to punch things?”
“Well, no. Not
quite.”
“Ah.” He tried
to hide his disappointment.
“There will be
quite a lot of shooting involved as well, I imagine.”
“You’re just
saying that to cheer me up,” he said, and bent to examine the dead thing. Its
space suit was purple and grey and seemed multiply recycled, repaired and
patched together from half a dozen different suits. There were sigils daubed in
white, a spiked and evil-looking pistol, and a knife with an almost translucent
blade. He picked up the pistol. “What did you say these things were?”
“Fallen.”
“It is now.”
The Ghost gave
a digital sigh. “Oh, there’s someone you have just got to meet in the
City,” it muttered.
“And this?” He
held up the pistol, twisted it this way and that to get a good look at it,
squinted and aimed, then reversed it and squinted down the barrel.
“It’s a shock
pistol and please don’t do that,” it pleaded. “I didn’t bring you back just for
you to die again.”
“I know what
I’m doing,” he lied confidently,
“We are going
to die out here. You can hear me, right?”
“Yes, yes,
Fallen, City, Guardian, travelling, shock pistol, much punching and shooting,”
he said absently. He aimed at the wall. The Ghost hastily zipped aside just as
the weapon jerked and spat a ball of incandescent white flame that smacked into
the steel and left a charred, spiral scar. “Seem to have found the trigger.”
“Wonderful,”
the Ghost said faintly. “Can we go now?”
He waved the
pistol grandly, causing the Ghost to frantically twist and whirl out of the
line of fire again. “After you.”
Away from the
rent in the hull the corridor plunged into blackness. The Ghost seemed to swell
and expand, pushing itself outwards around a soft glowing ball of light that
drove back the darkness for a few paces in each direction.
“Any other
tricks?” he asked it.
“Transmat.” It
must have sensed his confusion, because it continued: “Short-range
teleportation.”
“Neat.”
“Delighted you
think so.”
He tried to
smile but discovered he didn’t have a mouth. He reached up, felt the shape of
his face by touch, encountered hard angled surfaces, a hairless skull. He
tapped one of his own eyes and felt the lens beneath his finger even as he
shuddered at the strangeness of it.
“Okay, so spill
the rest: Who put me in this body, what happened to all the cities, why are we
in orbit around Europa, why do four-eyed aliens want to kill me and why have my
fists suddenly gone all Mjolnir?”
“I don’t have
time to—”
“Speak quickly,
then.”
“Well. Um. You
are now a soldier in a millennia-old struggle between forces that believe the
best way for the universe to evolve is through ruthless competition unto death,
and those who believe in cooperation.”
“Ah, quite
right, survival of the fittest, peace flows from the barrel of a gun and the
devil take the hindmost,” he agreed, then caught the Ghost looking at him
strangely. “Oh, we are, uh, we’re on Team Cooperation, huh?”
The Ghost gave
a resigned blat. “Yes,” it said simply.
“Oh. Right.
Great. Brotherly love, hugs and kisses for everyone. Like I always say.”
The corridor
trembled and shook. He swayed on his feet, reaching out one hand to steady
himself against the corridor wall. He felt vibration through the palm of his
hand. The Ghost stopped too, and tilted upwards, as though trying to peer
through the corridor ceiling.
“What was—”
“Quiet,” it
whispered. “They’re right above us.”
He waited, one
hand braced against the wall, the stolen pistol in the other, tensely watching
the ceiling. There was a jolt, as though the ship had been struck by a hammer,
and then the vibration died away but the darkness seemed to thicken. He could
almost see tendrils of it reaching for him from beyond the perimeter of the
Ghost’s faint light.
Finally, the
Ghost straightened, and began to move forward again. He waited a beat, then
padded after it.
There was
another door, one studded with a sort of wheel-like lock and a small viewing
window. This one did not explode in his face, so he spun the wheel and swung
the door open. On the other side was a small chamber and another door.
“Airlock,” said
the Ghost. “Just a little bit further. Let’s hope there’s something left.”
The outer door
closed, air hissed, then the inner door swung open to reveal a large,
rectangular chamber, cluttered with boxes and beams, cephalopod sprays of
wiring and tubing, the frozen skeletal arms of cargo-loading robots.
The center of
the room was dominated by two great wedge-nosed ships with bulbous drive units
and jagged stabilizer fins. The nearer of the two was a wreck—hull panels
missing, wiring yanked out and hanging in limp clumps, cockpit windows smashed.
The other looked intact.
Four of the
aliens, the Fallen, surrounded it, chittering to one another. Two rotund drones
floated nearby.
“Fallen!” the
Ghost exclaimed, a tad unnecessarily he felt. “Clear them out!” It vanished
into a dissipating cloud of bright motes.
“Hey!” he
exclaimed.
The sudden
sound made the Fallen and drones jerk and whirl in surprise. One gave a raspy,
chittering cry.
He tried to
raise his hands placatingly, non-threateningly. “All I want is the ship,” he
said, unsure if they understood, hoping a low and level tone worked in their
language. “Let me have it and I’ll get out of your hair, um, arms, legs, mandibles,
whatever.”
All four were
looking at his raised hand. He glanced at it, realized he was still holding the
shock pistol he’d taken from the dead Fallen. “Oh this? I can explain.” He
waited a beat, thinking furiously. “Okay, no I can’t.”
The four aliens
and their drones opened fire. Sizzling bolts of lightning came flying at him
from every direction. He threw out a hand, a desperate and futile attempt to
ward them away. The air shimmered in a wide arc before him, solidified into
milky white glass. The arcing bolts impacted against it, fizzled in frustration
and dissipated.
No time to
marvel. The drones jetted to either side, seeking to outflank his new shield.
He fired the pistol, blew one apart, dropped and rolled as a sizzling blast
screamed over his head, came up on one knee and blasted the second.
The four aliens
scrambled for cover behind the shuttlecraft, leaning over the nose or around
the wings to take potshots at him, evidently waiting for the shield to weaken.
“Use your
grenade,” said the Ghost.
He whirled left
and right, looking for it, but there was nothing. “What?”
“Don’t think,
just do it.”
So he thought, grenade,
and there was a ball of sizzling white light in his hand. He hurled it over the
nose of the shuttle craft. It detonated in a blinding flash, then detonated
again, and again, and again. Two Fallen were caught in the blast, and thrown
several meters into the air, their bodies describing limp arabesques before
thudding down against the deck plates.
The remaining
two charged.
One shot caught
the first in the face. A spurt of white mist erupted from its mask and it
pitched backwards. The second swung its rifle like a club, catching him on the
shoulder. Metal crunched against metal, and bounced away. The Fallen staggered,
off-balance. He barely felt it. He looked into its four glowing eyes and felt
the rage and hate there and he pressed the muzzle of the pistol against its
chest and fired. The light went out.
“All right, let
me see if I can get us out of here,” said the Ghost, materializing again at eye
level.
He wasn’t
listening, though. He was looking at the pistol held in his hands, and the four
smoking corpses, the smoldering remains of their machines. He had killed,
killed without knowing why, and that should have been disturbing, but instead
all he felt was that vague kind of familiarity, much like the feeling he’d had
on realizing his past was blank and walled away from him. There was a rightness
to this wrong. A comforting isolation. Numb as Novocaine. Now that was
an odd thought.
“Why me?” he
asked the Ghost.
“I don’t know,”
it admitted after a moment. “There are many of us, Ghosts that is, and each of
us seeks that one person we will know is ready to bear the gift we offer. It’s
not perfect, but then nothing is. I’ve been searching for a long time, seen…
Monsters. Dreams. Nightmares. When I saw you, I just. Knew. You were the one.”
“But you might
be wrong?” he pressed it.
“We can talk
later. It’s a long way to Earth, we’ll have time.”
He felt an urge
to follow and obey, to do his duty and avoid asking questions. It was
instinctive, some ancient and stubborn part of him that still clung to his
thoughts. Still, he hesitated. If he was being asked to kill strangers, even
alien strangers, he wanted to know why.
An animal
roared behind him, part lion, part bear, pure fury. He turned. Something huge
was coming through the airlock door, its hands pressed against the frame and it
pushed and bent the metal, making it scream and cry out, forcing its massive
bulks through and into the hangar. It towered, easily twice the height of the
other Fallen, maybe more, the horns on its head brushing the ceiling. It held a
cutlass in each of its lower arms, cradled a stubby and evil-looking weapon
that smoked and smoldered in its upper two. A host of smaller Fallen crowded
behind it.
“Archon,” the
Ghost yelped, vanishing again. “Move!”
He took a step
back, and another. The Archon leveled its weapon and fired. A meteor shower of
orange-red shrapnel flew over his head. Behind him, the shuttle cockpit glass
shattered. Flames spluttered about the drive unit. Caught, fanned, went
blue-black with heat.
“Sheee—” he
started to say, when the shuttle exploded.
A murderous
storm of metal fragments blew out, slamming into the walls and floor and
ceiling and bouncing everywhere and a meter-sized scimitar of steel was flying
right and him and he raised his hand but nothing happened no shield no nothing
and it was too late and the metal was scything through him and there was pain,
brilliant, all-consuming and it hurt and hurt and. Didn’t.
[No signal]
“—yit!” and he
was standing again. He frantically patted himself down. Whole. Not a mark on
him.
The Ghost gave
an apologetic wobble before him, then disappeared. Revealing the phalanx of
Fallen standing amid the smoking shell of the shuttle, and looking mildly put
out to seeing him there.
He’d had
enough. Led by the nose around this ship a billion kilometers from Earth after
centuries of sleep with barely a word of explanation. Shot at by aliens he’d
never seen for reasons he couldn’t understand. Killed, again. For the crime of
being alive, it seemed. Fine. If that was the way the future was, then fine. He
would have preferred a reason, order, sense, but if that was how they wanted
it. Fine. He only wished he had teeth to show them.
Fury crackled
in every limb, seemed to fill him up from the inside, in his head, almost
blinding him. Like a storm, barely contained. He charged. Weapons fired at him
but they were nothing now, tiny pinpricks, darts and arrows blown aside by his
storm. He was almost on them. He leaped. Descended like a thunderbolt. His fist
met the steel of the deck and he felt his fury flow through it, expanding
outwards in a raging torrent, an annihilating shockwave of pure power. Bodies
crackled, disintegrated, melted into nothing. The Archon writhed and bellowed,
and fell to one knee.
He hit it
again. And again and again and again and, and, and the fury abated, leaving him
a husk, empty and drained. They were dead. All the Fallen were dead. More than
dead, they had simply vanished, utterly gone. Even the gigantic Archon was
dead, the only one of them big enough to leave a corpse behind.
“Great,” he
muttered. “Just great.”
“That was our
only way home,” the Ghost sighed, reappearing and gazing at the ruin of the
shuttle. “Now what do we do?”
He stood for a
long while, not immediately answering, just looking down at the titan at his
feet. Finally, he looked up, towards the ceiling. “Well, how did they get
here?” he asked the Ghost.
“In a skiff,
probably. But you’re not thinking of…”
He bent and
picked up the Archon’s steel-flame weapon. “You’re right, there must be some
other way.”
“Really?”
“No, of course
not. Let’s find this skiff of theirs.”
#
He stalked
through the corridors of the ship, his way now lit by the flickering glow from
the barrels of the shrapnel launcher. A Fallen leaped at him from the shadows.
He burned four holes straight through its chest. From then on, other small
groups of Fallen hissed and spat at him, but scurried away into the darkness
when he raised the bulky weapon at them.
“They’ll only
circle around and try to ambush you,” the Ghost warned. “You should take them
out when you have the chance.”
“That’s not
very Team Cooperation of you.”
“The Fallen
don’t understand cooperation,” it said. “They’ve raided human settlements,
stolen technology and hunted and slaughtered people ever since they appeared in
the system. At Twilight Gap they came close to annihilating humanity. Strength
is the only language they understand.”
“So you say,”
he shrugged.
“Trust me.”
“Something
tells me I’ve heard that before. No hard feelings, Spooky Lazarus, but I’ll
make up my own mind.”
“But—”
“You said you
picked me for a reason, even if you don’t know what it is. Ever wonder if maybe
you picked me precisely because I’m not the kind of guy who’ll kill just
because someone told him to?”
It fell silent,
quorking a little to itself, like a restless raven.
The corridor
opened into an open, spherical space. His footsteps echoed. Three levels of
steel catwalks circled the space. The walls were lined with rank upon rank of
glass-windowed sarcophagi. The glass of each one was opaque, the monitors and
status lights dark and silent. Like a thousand dead black eyes. Tubing and
conduits hung limp and inert.
“Cryostasis pods,”
supplied the Ghost. “They held the colonists in suspended animation. No, I
wouldn’t bother trying to open one. They’ll all be long dead.”
He placed his
hand against one anyway, trying to feel the hum of electricity or the vibration
of mechanics, but there was nothing. The surface was cool and smooth and dead.
There was a name on each pod, personal details, age, profession, height and
weight, then a code word, “Exodus Grey,” and then the name of the ship, “Shiva
Dawn.”
“Where were
they going?”
The Ghost
chugged and spun a little, which he was learning was its way of giving a shrug.
“I couldn’t tell you the exact star system, but they were heading out of this
one, that’s for sure. Escape.”
“Didn’t get
very far, did they?”
“Europa was
probably just a stop on the way,” it agreed. “There used to be a settlement
there. Picking up more people, but then the Darkness hit.”
“The Darkness?”
“Um, Team Total
Darwinism.”
“Ah. I was
supposed to protect them, wasn’t I?” he murmured.
“It was a long
time ago.”
“I failed
them.”
“Don’t brood on
it too much. Everyone failed, everywhere, even your Warminds, even the
Traveler. You’ll do better this time. After all, you’ve got me to help you
now.”
“How reassuring.”
He withdrew his hand, and looked around the ancient graveyard. He quickly gave
up trying to count: Thousands, maybe tens of thousands. “Come on, let’s find
the command center. That’s probably where they broke in.”
The command
center was near the nose of the ship. Sure enough, they were not alone.
There was a
hole cut in the ceiling, neatly circular, and something bulbous and purple-grey
clung to the rim. A dark tunnel led upwards. Beneath the hole stood another
Fallen, larger than the others though not Archon in size, with a tubelike
cannon braced on one shoulder, hands wrapped around the weapon foregrip. A
great black metal sphere floated just behind it, the outer shell ridged and
spiked, with a great purple eye that shone and limned the Fallen’s figure in
glowing lavender light.
“Servitor,” the
Ghost whispered in his ear. “It creates a protective shield this gun won’t
penetrate. You’ll have to take it out first.”
He grunted in
acknowledgement and approached slowly, keeping the weapon ready. The Fallen
kept its weapon trained on him but did not fire.
“Howdy,” he
said to it. “Mind if I borrow your ship?”
It spoke to
him. Its voice was gravel and granite, but the words clear and unmistakable.
“Begone, foul and blasphemous thing,” it growled at him. “You are death and rot,
you stain the holy machinery of that body with your touch. Unclean. Begone!”
After the brief
shock at being addressed, he felt his irritation seeping back in. “What do you
think I’m trying to do?” he snapped back at it.
“You killed the
Archon.”
“He killed me
first. Look, I just want to go home.”
“I just want to
go home,” it mimicked, mockingly high and sing-song, before its voice returned
with redoubled fury, a wrenching cry of pure hate and anguish and desperation.
“We want to go home, you filthy, unwoven usurper! Home is dust and ashes
and wind. Home is lost and memory. Because of you, machine-stealer. We can
never go home!”
“Spooky Laz, Laz
the spaz, Lazzy, Larry old buddy, what is this cat talking about?” he asked
inside his head.
“The Fallen
also got hit by the Darkness, the same force that took out the Earth. Only, the
Fallen seem to blame humanity for it, somehow.”
He shook his
head, unsure the thing would understand his gesture. Out loud, he said: “Well,
that sounds messed up, no two ways about it. But I’ve been alive for a grand
total of about 30 minutes, during which time your people have tried to kill me
three times and succeeded once, whereas I haven’t stolen one single diode. So I’m
not about to roll over and die because you asked or to right some wrong I’ve
never even heard of. You can have this ship, all of it for all I care. But I’m
going home. If that means I have to fight you, then I will. Up to you.”
“What other
choice did you leave us?” it snarled. “You are the ones telling us
to die.”
“I’ve been
dead. Don’t recommend, or wish it on anyone. I don’t seem to have bones, but if
I did, I’d know in them that I’ve seen cycles of violence like this before, and
I’m telling you, the only way to end it is to end it. Here and now.”
“I will end
it,” it agreed, and he knew what that tone of voice meant and was moving even
before it pulled the trigger. It lobbed fiery shells at the spot he’d been
standing, scorching and melting dead machinery and steel panels, while he broke
right, flung a grenade that stuck to the servitor’s purple eye.
It scooted
back, shook back and forth trying to dislodge the grenade. When it blew, it
tore the servitor apart. The flaming wreckage spun in circles for a second,
spitting and venting white mist, then detonated in an explosion that drove the
Fallen to its knees. The purple glow vanished.
The Fallen
recovered, tracked, fired again. A fiery slug hit him, threw him back against
the wall. The shrapnel launcher bucked in his hands, ramming against his
shoulder. Fiery clouds tore through the Fallen’s armor, its proud cape, its
delicate horned helmet. It wavered on its feet, wheezing and coughing and
bubbling breath in its throat. “Thief,” it spat weakly. And fell to its knees
before toppling over sideways.
“Ow,” he
muttered and fingered the spot where the shell had hit. It was hot to the touch
and the metal alloy of his skin had bubbled and blistered, like dough left for
too long in an oven. But even as he probed it with his fingers, his skin
rippled and smoothed, healing itself, wiping away all trace of the injury.
He laughed in
delight at first, then amazement, then looked at his dead enemy, and the laughter
died and trailed off into a chuckle, bitter with disgust. What chance had the
Fallen had against someone who could summon a shield or grenade out of nothing,
who healed in seconds, who could come back to life even when killed? Against
that, all his foe had been armed with was a mere cannon, and its rage and fear.
Its desperation.
“Well done,”
said the Ghost.
“Was it? It was
a slaughter. They never had a chance.”
“They’ve killed
tens of thousands of people, maybe millions,” it reminded him.
“I thought you
said it was the other side that believes in a battle of annihilation,” he
replied. “It could’ve ended today. Now I’ve given them reason to want to kill a
thousand more.”
“A pacifist
Guardian? Well, there’s a novelty to it, at least. The Hive or Vex might be
more your speed.”
“You mean these
are the only aliens we have to worry about?” He stood under the hole bored in
the ceiling. The light inside was dim, the tubing swollen and bumpy and at
least ten meters high. Experimentally, he stretched his arms out to either
side, gauging. No, it would be too wide, he wouldn’t be able to brace against
the sides.
“Oh, the Fallen
are probably the weakest of our enemies. There’s a warrior-race of religious
fanatics who believe that killing things brings them closer to godhood,
semi-organic robots trying to alter the fundamental laws of the universe in
order to make themselves immortal, and a brutal, militaristic empire that’s
begun to dip its toes in this system probably just to keep the other three from
becoming too powerful.”
“Fantastic,
thanks for waking me up at such a nice juncture in history.” He pointed
upwards. “How do you suggest we get up there?”
The Ghost
tilted upwards, then regarded him with something like a worried tilt. “Jump?”
it suggested.
“But it’s way
too—” he broke off when he caught the thing sighing to itself again. “Really?
That high?”
“Try it.”
It was like
having rockets strapped to your feet. He vaulted directly up in the air, sides
of the hole whistling past him, catapulting all the way up the docking tube and
coming to land on the deck of the Fallen skiff. There was a crew of two, both
of them members of the smaller breed he’d encountered first, the ones with only
two arms and two stubs.
He waved the
shrapnel launcher towards the bore hole. “You two,” he said to them. “Out.”
They looked at
one another. There was a quick exchange of chittering talk. Then they scrambled
out of their seats, cautiously edged sideways past him in the narrow cabin
space, then launched themselves towards the hole, nearly diving out of the
ship.
“Right,” he
said, turning towards the controls. “Think you can fly this thing?”
“No hands,” it
pointed out. “But I can tell you how.”
After a brief
experimentation, they found the controls that irised shut the boarding hatch
and retracted the tube. The ship wobbled slightly, suddenly free of its
connection from the human colony ship. He turned his attention next to the
vista before him.
The great arc
of the surface of Europa filled much of the view, dusty white about the poles
shading to rust-red about its equator, and then beyond it the striated and
swirling bands of Jupiter. He got a good look at the ship he’d been crawling
around inside of, with its three bulbous cryostasis pods like meatballs on a
stick, a trefoil splay of maneuvering thrusters, three finned and winged main
cargo craft bolted to the boxy main body, where he’d found the hanger and
smaller shuttlecraft.
He could see
the damage, too. Long lines carved in the hull, metal peeling and curling away
from the wounds. Holes punched through a wing here, thruster nozzles crumpled
and broken there. The whole thing was surrounded by a cloud of debris.
“I came here in
that thing? I must be braver than I thought.”
“Just a
moment,” said the Ghost at his shoulder. It pulsed the controls with its eye
beam. Icons swam and scattered on an array of spherical displays. “This thing
should have superluminal drive. Let me just see if I can figure out how to—uh
oh.”
“Uh oh?”
One icon,
particularly large and spikey, arrowed to the center of the display. Another
display flickered to life, showing a kind of lopsided spear shape, with what
looked like a massive thruster strapped to one side, gun ports bristling from
everywhere else. “Fallen ketch.”
“Is that good?”
“No.”
“Didn’t think
so. Options?”
“Run.”
“Good idea. One
question: How?”
“Trying to
assess that now.”
The icon grew
larger on the screen, the image clearer and more defined. He turned his
attention to the visual display, scanning the starfield. There. A grey shadow,
tiny at first, but growing in size with alarming rapidity.
“Any time now,
Larry.”
“Almost.”
The ketch was
larger now, clear enough to make out surface features. Clear enough to see the
weapons angling towards the skiff. One beam pulsed, flying well wide of the
skiff, testing the range.
“Ghost?”
“Think I’ve got
it,” the Ghost said.
The ketch was
almost directly above them. Its batteries glowed and fired, violet beams that
carved through the void in front of the skiff’s nose, evidently warning shots
but close enough to burn away some of the outer paint. The skiff bucked and
twisted, its nose dipped, then swerved so that it was pointing directly towards
the colony ship.
“No, no, no,”
the Ghost burbled as the skiff’s engines kicked in and launched them on a
collision course. “Pull the yoke!”
“What yoke?” He
pressed himself against the back of the seat, as if that would help. The colony
ship now completely filled the forward view.
“Pull
everything!”
He grabbed at a
protruding bit of hardware, yanked and turned it in desperation. Retro
thrusters fired, bringing the ship to a jarring half. “Whew,” he muttered, and
gave the control another experimental spin.
The skiff
flipped nose over tail, so that they were pointing at the ketch. The main thrusters
rumbled to life again and the skiff shot forwards.
“Of-friggin-course.”
It was the
ketch’s turn to twist and turn in desperation. It began to pour out a volley of
hasty fire. Most of the beams missed, spraying the space around the skiff. One
smacked into the skiff’s nose, causing it to swerve under the impact, another
punched into the tail. Air whooshed out the tear before the self-sealing hull
closed around the breach. A third hit the skiff’s belly. One of the cockpit
displays fizzled and went dead.
The skiff
continued to accelerate, knocked off course by the blast and aimed at Europa
now instead of the ketch. The Fallen ship lumbered around, batteries still
firing, though between the Ghost and his own attempts to wrestle the skiff
under control, their flight was so erratic the shots flew wide.
In the cockpit
of the skiff, he yanked on the controls, tried to swerve, did a barrel roll
instead. The cockpit glowed purple in the glare of pulse beams flying past the
viewport.
“I thought you
said this thing could go faster than light.”
“It could!” the
Ghost wailed.
“Well, what are
you waiting for?”
“That first
salvo blew the jump drive—”
The skiff
rocked as another shot impacted against the tail. He yanked the control yoke,
but this time nothing happened. The skiff continued to plummet towards the icy
surface of Europa, only now falling like a stone rather than diving like a terminally
depressed penguin.
“—and that one
took out the control surfaces.”
“So, what do we
do?”
“Well, how to
explain it,” it blinked at him in thought. “It’s like this: We crash.”
“I’ll die!”
“Sure, but
remember, you’re a Guardian now. that’s not a big deal anymore. I can resurrect
you.”
“Oh, right.”
“Probably. If I
don’t die too.”
“What?”
“Look on the
bright side, at least the ketch has stopped chasing us.”
Sure enough,
the Fallen vessel was breaking off pursuit from the evidently suicidal skiff,
slowly wheeling around and heading back towards the orbiting colony ship. It
fired a few desultory parting blasts their way, a sort of multi-terawatt way of
saying ‘And stay out!’
“We’re still
going to die. How is that the bright side?”
Below them, he
could see the icy plains of Europa, long ridges of sharp ice, the upswelling of
a cryovolcano spewing water and ice crystals into the atmosphere. There was a
building, too, something clearly artificial, wedged deep into the ice and his
only regret was he would never get to find out what it was because the surface
was coming up very fast now incredibly fast and he knew it was stupid and
futile but he closed his eyes before the impact and.
And nothing.
The ship hung in the air, nose poised about a meter above the wind-swept
surface, perfectly still. In casual defiance of all laws of physics, it hung
there, suspended by nothing but sheer impossibility, totally motionless.
He opened his
eyes. Looked at the Ghost. “Did you do that?”
It wobbled.
“Not me.”
“Did I?” He
raised his hands, tried waving them grandly about the air, commanding the ship
to move. It ignored him, preferring to remain nearly perpendicular to the
moon’s surface, a tiny pin balanced on the surface of a ball 3,000 kilometers
wide. “Take that as a ‘no’.”
They had come
down right at the edge of some kind of human settlement or complex. There was a
cluster of buildings not far from the nose, piled high with snow, roofs sagging
in places from the weight pressing down upon them. Exposed girders and struts
were porcupine-quilled with spearpoint icicles. Faded lettering was slowly
being scoured from the exterior walls, so that only the outline of the first
three letters could be read: BRA
A single figure
tottered out from the ruins, a hunched and froglike figure starkly black
against the blinding white of the surface, cloaked and cowled. It approached
and halted.
“What now?” he
asked the Ghost. “Do I say hello, or is this thing going to try to murder us,
too?”
“I don’t believe it,” the Ghost said without
looking at him, entirely focused on the figure outside. “That’s Xûr.”
“Is it? Well, why didn’t you say so!” He
resisted the urge to close his eyes and pinch the bridge of his nose,
remembering he didn’t have eyelids anymore. Or a nose. He settled for a
long-suffering sigh. “Who’s Xûr?”
“The Emissary of the Nine.”
“Ah. Good for him.”
“Considering he’s probably the reason we didn’t
attempt to drill a hole through 50 kilometers of ice with the nose of our ship,
I’d say he’s probably not going to kill us. Probably.”
“There’s some doubt in the matter?”
“He’s a sort of itinerate arms dealer, sells
weapons and armor to Guardians, though where he gets his stock from and what he
does with the goods he takes in exchange, we have no idea. He claims to
represent a party or parties called ‘The Nine,’ though again who or what they
are is open to speculation. He’s a little unnerving and odd, but other than
that he seems at worst neutral, at best helpful to our cause.”
“Huh,” he said,
and drummed his fingers on the ship’s console in thought. There wasn’t much
point in staying in the stricken ship, he figured, and the little fellow
outside seemed harmless enough when compared to the rampaging four-armed aliens
who’d tried to kill him on sight.
He retrieved
the shrapnel launcher, slung it over his back, and began to climb up the
now-vertical skiff’s interior, towards the ventral hatch. He had to stand on
the back of the pilot’s seat, leap for a handhold, then drag himself up to the
hatch, hang on by one hand while he worked the controls, before finally pulling
himself out of the ship. Although the nose was nearly touching the ground, the
tail of the skiff was several meters up in the air. With a mental shrug, he
figured he’d test how much control he had over jumping—or he’d see how
resilient his new body would be after a short, sharp plunge to the ground.
It turned out
almost pleasant. With a thought, he drifted softly down from the hatch, landing
lightly directly in front of the figure. The howling wind blew snow and ice
nearly horizontal, whipping the figure’s robes about its body, but the Guardian
didn’t feel the cold and they stood there quite casually, two neighbors having
a chat.
Up close he
could feel the strangeness the Ghost had warned him about. From a distance the
figure had appeared to be standing still, but now he saw that its slightly
hunchback form was in constant micro-motion, wavering back and forth, like
someone shifting their weight on their feet on a rolling sea ship, or someone
dizzy trying to regain their balance. From the depths of the shadows where the
face should be burned two pinpoints of light that he hoped were eyes. A
writhing black mass of tendrils or tentacles, feelers maybe, sprouted from the
shadow of its hood and seemed to scent the air.
He wasn’t sure
if a handshake was appropriate. He settled for a nod and a polite “Thank you.”
When the thing,
Xûr, spoke, its voice was distant, slithering and echoey,
like a handful of people all trying to talk at the same time and say the same
thing. “Do not be alarmed.
I know no reason to cause you harm.”
“That makes a
nice change.”
“I bring a
message from the Nine.”
The Guardian
waited. He waited for a long time. The wind shrieked and kicked and clawed at
them. Xûr shiftless endlessly, his outline blurry and
indistinct. The Guardian wondered if the ice might abrade him away, or blow him
off his feet. Finally, he grew impatient. “Well?”
Xûr started a little, a daydreamer suddenly
awoken. “I forget,” he said. “I do mean to explain, but every time I try, I
lose the thread.” There was another long pause. “The pull is so faint here, the
sun so heavy.”
The Guardian looked sidelong at the Ghost, and
gave a minute shrug. “Numb as Novocaine,” he sighed.
Xûr suddenly stood perfectly statue still. When
he spoke, there was only one voice, and it was a woman’s. Quite clearly, she
said, “Aris?”
The Guardian started at the sound of that name.
One burned into his own brain, the only ember of self he had left. “How did
you—how could you know?”
The moment passed. Xûr began to rock back and
forth again, resuming his twitching, unsettling movement. The chorus of voices
spoke again. “Bodies come and go but the cells remember.” He turned and took a
few shuffling steps towards the ruins. He seemed to walk on the surface of the
snow without sinking in. With a vague sweep of one arm, he beckoned the
Guardian to follow. “You are the one I was sent to find.”
“Oh?” he kicked through the snow drifts,
floundering after the tentacle-faced Quasimodo. “How come?”
“I come bearing help,” Xûr said. “I think you
have terrible need of my gifts.”
They came to a pair of great steel doors. Xûr
made no moment, but at some unseen signal the doors parted down the center and
began to grind open, slowly sliding to each side. Without waiting for them to
open fully, Xûr stepped across the threshold.
On the other side, the wind died down to a
background murmur almost immediately. It was eerily quiet. It might have been a
hospital, the Guardian mused, or an insane asylum. There was a total lack of
anything approaching a right angle, every surface was curved and smooth and
clad in pearly ceramic. Tables and terminals rose almost organically from the
floor, gentle upwellings in the surface. Soft lights glowed overhead.
Xûr turned to face the Guardian and the woman’s
voice spoke again. “Welcome home, Aris.”
#
“Home?” the Guardian—Aris—repeated, looking
around the antiseptic white room. The word held no weight to him, no memory or
emotion. Xûr could easily have pointed to a cardboard box and said “Home” and
it would have meant just as much: Precisely nothing.
The Ghost floated away, stooping to pore over
the various bits of machinery and terminals about the room. It chattered to
itself as it went, “Fascinating…Golden Age, pre-Collapse…well, well, well,
BrayTech, why am I not surprised…” Its voice grew fainter as it meandered
across the room.
Aris returned his attention to Xûr. The moment
of lucidity was gone, as before, replaced with his usual sphinxlike blankness.
“You said you had a gift?”
“Yes.”
“And it isn’t even my birthday. Or it might not
be. Who knows?”
“Yes.”
“So…where is it?”
“Below.”
“Short and to the point, I like your style. And
what is it?”
“Answers.”
“I haven’t asked a question yet.”
“All organic life seeks answers, the eternal
question, the why behind all whys. Even you, twice risen, thrice born,
shattered and remade without your consent or understanding. Below is your grave
and cradle, your end and beginning. Finding it may give you... Clarity. It may
be that the Nine wish to help you in this.”
“May be? Thought you worked for these guys.”
“My will is not my own. Is yours?”
Well, that was the question wasn’t it. Even
ignoring any philosophical questions about the deterministic nature of the
universe, had whoever ported his brain into a robot or whatever raised him from
the dead left him with free will or merely the illusion of it. He spread his
arms wide. “Search me. What is this to the Nine? What’s in it for them?”
“The Nine are—they are very big.” Xûr gestured
with his hands, describing arcs in the air, great spheres or loops of nothing.
“I cannot explain. The fault is mine, not yours. It may be that they, too, seek
to understand what you are.”
“Thanks, Xûr, I do so love our little chats.”
He reached out to pat the thing on the shoulder, thought better of it, settled
for giving it a thumbs up instead. “I’m tired. I’m done with enigmas for one
day and I’m tired. Why am I tired? I’m a robot a billion kilometers from Earth
and I’m tired. And hungry. Can I even eat?”
He poked about his jaw with one finger. There
was a kind of hinged section there, where metal slid over metal as he spoke, by
nothing like a mouth. A hole at the back, behind another bar of metal, maybe
large enough to fit a straw, but no teeth or lips or tongue.
“Gfhey,” he called to the Ghost on the far side
of the room. “Lry, cn I even eat wd ths thing?”
“No, not
really,” it said as it floated back.
“Cnt?”
“Language.”
“Wht? I sd: cn’t.”
“Ah, all right
then. No, your body has no need for food or rest, though Exos sometimes want to
both eat and sleep. We’re not sure why; something to do with residual
self-image from your biological brain, probably.”
“Terrible
design,” Aris said, removing his finger from the orifice. “Our tentacled buddy
here is positively sure we should head downstairs in search of answers, although
the answers to what exactly he’s a little less clear on. What do you reckon?”
“You’re
probably the first Guardian to venture here since the Collapse. Europa is a
mystery to us, so there’s no telling what you might find. From what I can
gather, this facility was involved in the development of the original Exos in
some way. I also found…” its voice trailed off.
“What?”
“Nothing.
Nothing important.”
It was such a
transparent lie, Aris almost felt guilty for calling attention to it. “All
right, tell me later,” he said. “So, what’s your advice?”
“There’s always
a price for Xûr’s gifts,” the Ghost mused. “It is just
knowledge for knowledge, or something more sinister?” Its two sections twisted
about its axis, the way a human might scratch at its scalp or nervously rub its
hands.
“The Vex are here,” Xûr said. The woman’s voice
again, singular and clear.
Aris tilted his
head to look at the Ghost in silent question.
“The robots I
mentioned, the ones trying to upload themselves into the fabric of the
universe,” it said. “Minds without brains, intelligence without consciousness, pure
thought without emotion or ethics or empathy. While the Fallen and Hive hate us—the
first because we are strong, the second because we are weak—to the Vex we are
just raw materials, obstacles on the route to securing immortality. They want
to wipe us out, not out of malice, but because it’s the most efficient
solution. If they are here, then there is something here that they believe will
help them to do that.”
“Ah,” he
thought about that. “Shit,” he observed. “Probably shouldn’t let them do that,
huh?”
“Stopping them
would be the Team Cooperation thing to do.”
“Figures.” Aris
unslung the shrapnel launcher and turned to Xûr. “Let’s go down
then.”
“Follow.”
Much of the complex was in ruins, ceilings
collapsed, walls caved in. Other rooms were intact, starkly white and pristine
as the entrance hall had been. Perfect as a porcelain doll house. Pastel lights
shone from panels and terminals. Some rooms resembled a laboratories, others
infirmaries or operating rooms with rows of beds, still others production lines
where robotic welding, cutting and riveting tool arms stood frozen.
They descended by many winding and twisting
slopes and staircases, some shattered and ruined, ragged steps hanging
precariously above an abyss. Xûr did not hesitate but simply stepped off the
edge of the lowest step, and without transition or movement or falling,
appeared on the ground below. He waited patiently, not looking up.
Aris shook his head, and made like a leaf
again, fluttering gently down.
The corridor eventually ended in a great
gateway, a wall of steel with a central bulge like a seal. A dozen figures
knelt before it. They were bronze-colored, their heads like the helmets of
Roman legionaries or Greek hoplites with transverse metal crests above
cyclopean eyes, their limbs thin yet humanoid. Each one held, in the center of
its abdomen, a vial of thick, milky-white fluid.
“Vex,” the Ghost said. “Don’t try your
peacemaking diplomat routine again. They can’t speak, might not even understand
the concept of language. They don’t need symbols to mediate between abstract
ideas and the world around them. It’d be like trying to reason with a virus.”
“What are they doing?” Aris asked, keeping them
covered with his weapon. They ignored him, heads bowed, unmoving.
“Worship,” said Xûr. “Organic life must adapt
if it is to survive.”
“Worship is adaptive?”
“To the Vex, yes,” the Ghost said. “Their whole
species sees reality as a problem and is trying to solve for god.”
“Everyone needs a hobby.” Aris nodded towards
the doors. “What’s in there, that they’d want to worship?”
“That is the answer to the riddle of your
existence,” said Xûr.
“Is it.”
One by one, in sequence, the eyes on each of
the Vex illuminated, glowing ruby red in the darkness. With sharp, stuttering
movements, a dozen heads came up, turned, and regarded the three figures. The
Vex found their feet. Brass casings on their forearms opened and slid and the
unmistakable outline of weapons sprouted from their hands.
His shield was up before they fired. Burst of
blood-red fire hammered into the crystalline wall. He stepped through the
shield and it parted about him; he hurled a grenade, grunted in satisfaction as
a double handful of the robots were blown to pieces in the detonation. The
shrapnel launcher roared as he fired left and right, felling Vex with each
burst.
He blew the head off the next one. Instead of
falling it seemed to shake with crackling rage and then charged straight
towards him, firing wildly. A roundhouse kick sent the shattered thing spinning
away.
“Aim for the belly!” the Ghost shouted. “The
bodies are just finger puppets. The fluid is the Vex.”
Sure enough, each shot to the abdomen shattered
the container, and the Vex immediately toppled over and lay still. One, two,
three went down. He fired on the fourth, but its outline blurred even as he
squeezed the trigger, blinked out of existence, then reappeared several meters
to the side. Aris tracked, tried to fire again, but the trigger clicked. Empty.
He cursed. Beams hit him from three sides,
staggering him back. Casting the gun aside, he charged forward, gathering
himself, unleashing the power he felt surging within him. It exploded outwards
in a blast of light, disintegrating the last few Vex. Leaving him standing in a
smoldering scrapheap.
Xûr walked past him without comment. His cloak
and hood were singed and smoked where he had been hit, but he gave no sign of
being in pain or even noticing. He motioned to the doors.
“This is the path and the gate,” he said. “Here.”
In his hands, Xûr held a small, golden, glowing dodecahedron. “A gift from the
Nine.”
“Um, thanks?” When Aris touched it, the
material twisted and straightened, unfolded, pushing itself inside out, forming
first a grip in his hand, then a barrel, a shoulder stock, a magazine, a
weapons sight, until he was holding an assault rifle. “That’s a neat trick.”
“I may be here when you return. If you return.”
“Reassuring as always, my friend,” Aris nodded.
“Guess I’ll see you when I’m looking at you—”
Xûr have a sort of half-bow and turned away. He
took two steps, then his figure shimmered and dissolved into nothing. There was
a brief gust of inrushing air as it struggled to fill the sudden void left by
his parting.
The Ghost briefly swelled, pushing the four
blades of its face outwards in visible surprise.
“Transmat,” it gasped. “But that was a massive
energy spike, beyond anything I’ve ever seen. Whatever snapped him took him
far, far away. Seriously far. He could be on the other side of the galaxy now,
easily.”
The doors slid smoothly and soundlessly open as
he approached. The room on the far side of the doors was dimly illuminated with
somber sapphire lights. The design was much as before, curved and sloped
architecture, swirling circular spaces, arcing and arching geometry. Machinery
densely packed the room, in orderly tombstone rows.
Aris stepped across the threshold. A voice
boomed from over their heads, coming from everywhere at once, dispassionate and
detached: “Crypt perimeter breach. Exo lifeform present. Welcome home.”
Aris crouched, trained his weapon upwards,
scanning the shadows.
“Thanks,” he told the ceiling. “I’d say it’s
nice to be here, but. Murder robots and whatnot. You know how it is.”
“Artificial intelligence activated.”
“That’s nice.”
The voice changed, becoming recognizably human.
Aloof though, commanding, if anything even more detached than the digitized
voice that had preceded it. “Well, what have we here? The prodigal prototype
returns. I guess that drunk old Russian finally let you go. Hello there, Aris.
Though I suspect you won’t remember me.”
Aris straightened and glanced in irritation at
the Ghost. “How come everybody knows who I am except me?” he complained.
“All part of the process,” the voice explained.
“I made you, Aris. I am Clovis Bray the First, your creator.”
“Howdy.”
“Charming as ever, Aris. I would annihilate
you, but you’ve come at a fortuitous moment. The Vex have been unsatisfied with
my body and have been trying to infect my soul now, too. We’ve been at a bit of
a deadlock, thanks to the malleable plasticity of the digital. Any attack they
can create within my systems I can immediately counter. I am god in here. Their
Everted Mind has resorted to building bodies for them to take the fight into
the physical. I’m afraid you’ll have to kill them all.”
“Will I?”
“Naturally. This house is—well, within this
place lies humanity’s salvation. The answer to humanity’s eternal struggle:
Mortality.”
Aris sighed. “Why is it that everybody around
here is obsessed with living forever?”
The voice ignored him. “Were it to fall into
the wrong hands, humanity, and the universe, would be utterly doomed.”
“All right, all right, don’t overdo it,” Aris
told the voice. “I’m here, aren’t I? I’d rather be home and in bed but I’m here
instead. Let’s do this so I can go home.”
The Vex poured into the room in waves. First
the smaller soldier units he had fought before, then horned ones with more
powerful rifles, trapezoidal ones that floated above the floor and fired
sustained beams of energy, towering giant ones that lobbed burst of pure flame.
The skipped across the surface of reality and closed in around him.
Aris vaulted away, easily leaping over banks of
machinery, and when they lumbered in pursuit they walked right into the path of
his grenades. He landed and the gun roared in his hands and they died,
shattered and broken, they died and they died and then more came, and the air
about them flickered with a network of fiery blue lines and his bullets pinged
away harmlessly.
“They’re adapting,” the Ghost warned him. “Two
can play at this game. Here, let me show you.”
He saw. He knew. The white light in his fist
burned now golden orange and the touch of it burned and burned and turned the
Vex to embers and ash. When their shields glowed orange he changed again, and
blasted them with purple-black fire that burned colder than the void.
In desperation, they summoned the Everted Mind.
A kernel of light burned in the air. It flared,
a tiny dying star, then winked out and in its place was the Mind. It was a
floating, inverted pyramid shape, larger even than the biggest of the Vex, and
its shields were not blue or orange or violet but pure white and absorbed
everything he threw at it. It considered him a moment, ignoring the bullets and
flames licking futilely at its impenetrable perimeter, then weapons pods
unfolded on either side of its body and opened fire. A double gatling burst of
multicolored light sprayed out.
He flung up a shield, but in seconds it
cracked, splintered and shattered under the withering barrage. Too late, he
took a step back, threw himself sideways, but the shots tracked and found him
and hammered into him, lifting him off his feet and slamming him into the wall.
[No signal]
“Ow,” he said when he was himself again. The
room was dark and empty again. The Everted Mind was gone. “Yeah, that’s right,
you better run,” he muttered.
“It’s gone, deeper into this… crypt,” said the
Ghost. “It’s searching for something.”
“You’ve become quite the conjurer since we last
met,” said the voice. “Did Elsie or the Warmind teach you that? An achievement
like this would take a certain, aha, clarity of vision. Do you know how it is
done—no, I don’t suppose you do. Crude cellular repair, localized reversal of
quantum states, time travel if you will, or perhaps it pulls a copy of you from
a parallel universe? Fascinating. A veritable little Ship of Theseus, aren’t
you? Do you come back the same each time, I wonder?”
He did wonder. He remembered dying,
remembered how it felt, the pain, and then there was a, well a what, an
interruption, a break, a disconnect. There was that briefest moment of nothing,
maybe the smallest quantum of time the universe permitted, then here was here
again. Would he even know if he was the copy—but that was a foolish thought.
Life was metamorphosis, each now forever emerging from the chrysalis of
the past.
“Does it matter?” he said out loud. “I think
I’m me. I act like me, walk like me, talk like me. If I am undistinguishable
from me in all respects, then the difference is irrelevant.”
“Ah, but if you had changed, would you even be
aware of it?”
“Well of course I’ve changed. Silly question. People
change all the time, every day, every moment. Identity is not a fixed position
but a process, you are who you are because you’ve been through the process, and
continue to go through it. There’s no such thing as true stasis. No point in
trying to hang on to something that was never there.”
“It’s still the Ship of Theseus, that’s your
answer, eh?” Clovis chuckled. “Ah, good old Aris. That’s why we chose you, you
know, for your lack of attachment to yourself. Would you like to see?”
“No,” the Ghost snapped immediately.
“Ah, so you’ve already seen it as well, eh
drone? You came to us broken, Aris. But I fixed you. Made you better. Perfected
you.”
Aris regarded his arms and legs for a moment.
“Bang up job,” he said dryly. “Who wouldn’t want to be an amnesiac killer robot
that still gets the munchies for some reason? No notes.”
“You would be dead, if it weren’t for me.”
“I am dead, haven’t you been paying
attention? A dead guy who died and got turned into a robot and then died again
and got turned into a magical assassin and then died a couple more times after
that. Dead, dead and dead. Doubly, triply dead. Dead 2, the sequel. I have been
rebooted more times than the Spider-Man franchise. I am super-massively dead. I
am deader than any dead thing has ever been in the history of dying.”
“Finished?”
“For now,” Aris grunted. He retrieved the rifle
Xûr had given him. “Now where’s that big bugger gotten to and how do we beat
it?”
“It is attempting to reach Clarity,” Clovis
replied. “I’ll guide you.”
The lights in the room went dark, then a single
row illuminated. A pathway into the darkness. He followed and new lights shone
deeper into the crypt, while the ones behind him winked off. A tiny little
caravan of light in the dark.
There were more Vex down here, studier and
hardier, and he cut through them, a hot-white knife through butter. It was
almost automatic now, action without thought. They were an obstacle, an
annoyance and they fell to his guns and his fists in squads and platoons. Some
of them carried engrammatic matter, like the gun had been, and he added to his
arsenal. A pistol at his hip, a fusion rifle across his back.
Black-hulled Vex edged in fire stepped from the
ether, one last attempt to stop him. Their burning shields deflected every shot
and their onyx shells healed over each blow. They were imposing and
unstoppable. They were chaff before his wind. He was a falling star, his
landing bleached the world into impossible light. They burned, like paper in a
furnace, they burned and were gone.
Aris reached the gate. He was on the third
floor overlooking a kind of open courtyard, with two more levels below. It was
easily the largest space he’d encountered in the crypt, perhaps 100 meters side
to side. As with the rest of the crypt, the bottom floor was a maze of machinery.
That was not what drew his attention, however. Light glowed from two points in
the room.
At the far end, the Everted Mind hovered before
a wall of rippling blue light that filled one entire wall of the courtyard,
surrounded by a phalanx of smaller Vex. It seemed to consider the barrier, for
a moment, fired a beam of pulsating violet light at it, studied the beam’s lack
of impact, considered some more, fired again, only this time the beam was
scarlet and steady instead of pulsing. This too had no effect.
High on a pedestal at the opposite end of the
room, almost directly below where Aris crouched, stood one of the Fallen, one
of the larger ones, like the one that had spoken to him. It was entirely
encased within a glowing blue sphere, and in its four arms it held what looked
like a semi-translucent ball of light. A circle of Vex surrounded it. A small
Vex reached out and touched the bubble, and promptly dissolved in a flash of
light. Another stepped forward to take its place.
“What are they doing?” Aris whispered.
“I don’t know, but whatever is on the other
side of that barrier feels… wrong,” said the Ghost. “It’s like an area of
darkness, extending even across the barrier and into this room, like a black
hole pulling at the fabric of the universe. We’re standing at the event
horizon. My Light won’t reach us in here. You understand? If you die in here,
you die for good. I won’t be able to bring you back.”
“Well, I’ll be careful then,” Aris promised. He
pointed towards the Fallen. “Wonder what his story is.”
“There is a test,” the voice of Clovis explained,
quiet enough for only the two of them to hear. “There’s only one way to gain
entry. A new test I recently devised to frustrate the Vex after they manifested
in armatures. Quite genius in its simplicity. It’s not a test of intelligence,
no, they could mimic that easily enough. No, it’s a test they can never pass: A
test of sentience. The key is held by the hostile lifeform held in the prison.
To gain the key, you must free it and gain its cooperation. You see?
Negotiation, empathy, communication, an awareness and appreciation of the alien
Other, all things the Vex can never simulate and become because if they did
then they would no longer be Vex. Aiat. They cannot be but as they are.”
Listening to Clovis, and seeing the way he’d
trapped the Fallen in a cage, a tool to be used and discarded, Aris suspected
the Vex were not the only ones lacking empathy. Could Clovis himself have
passed the test he’d set for the Vex? As for himself, Aris thought he might
have insights into how it felt to be a pawn in someone else’s game.
“Can you communicate through the shield?” he
asked the Ghost.
It bobbled a ‘yes.’ “X-ray band laser
tightbeam, it won’t penetrate but he should be able to sense it as fluctuations
in the shield around him and respond in kind. Keep it short though, won’t take
long for the Vex to detect it and zero in on us.”
“All right, do it,” he said.
“You’re on.”
“Hey big guy,” Aris began. The Fallen jerked
and whirled. “Up here, third floor. Got a proposition for you: I get you out of
there, you give me the key, then we both get out of here in my ship. Deal?”
“A trick,” it sneered. “Another subterfuge of
these abominations.”
“What proof do you want?”
“Bring me the eye of that monstrosity. Then we
will talk.”
“Weird, but if that’s what you want. Just watch
and learn, big guy,” Aris nodded to the Ghost and it severed the link.
“Watch and learn what?” it asked him.
“Haven’t quite figured that part out yet.” He
considered the barrier, and the Mind parked directly in front of it. “Is that
barrier made out of the same stuff as the one around our Fallen friend?”
“Oh yes,” replied Clovis.
“So, what would happen if the Mind were to
touch it?”
“Poof!” said Clovis. “Instant annihilation.”
“All right then,” Aris nodded. “Let’s give the
big fella a bit of a push. I’ll jump down onto one of those towers—”
“Leaving you completely exposed to that thing’s
firepower, great plan so far.”
“—ahem, and then drop to the floor, use the
towers for cover so I can get close to it. Then. Wham.”
“Wham?” It looked at him for a moment in
thought. “That’s the worst plan I’ve ever heard of.” Another beat. “Let’s go.”
“Atta boy,” Aris said, and stepped off the edge
of the balcony.
Half a hundred red-eyed heads snapped around at
the sound of his impact on the top of the machinery tower. A forward roll,
beams burning the air over his head. He dropped down to the floor, landed in
the middle of a pack of six Vex. “Scuse me,” he said, grabbed one by the arm
and whirled it like a flail, dropping the others like bowling pins, before
flinging the hapless Vex head-first into the nearest bank of machinery.
“Get”
They closed in but he was moving, accelerating,
sprinting faster and faster, twisting and turning among the forested towers.
“Out”
He ripped the head from one Vex, used it like a
mace to crack open the fluid stomach of another.
“Of”
Drove his fist clean through the hull of
another without stopping.
“My”
Faster and faster, the air about him starting
to burn. His shoulder blasted through a Vex and the detonation took out four
more standing beside it.
“Waaay—oof!”
One dropped to a knee and a fiery shield
coalesced into the air about it. Too late to stop or slow or even turn, he
rammed right into it, momentum carrying him forward, lifting him into the air.
Sending him somersaulting into a forward flip high over the top of it.
He came down on one knee. With nothing between
him and the Everted Mind.
“Meant to do that,” he grunted. “Remember me,
you sonovabitch?”
Another leap, both hands together, the storm in
his hands. He pounded both fists into the ground, sending a wave of killing light rushing
towards the Everted Mind. Cold and arrogant and dismissive, it watched the
oncoming blast front without trying to evade. Confident in its shields.
From its twin arms, a dozen weapon pods
unfolded. Aimed. Charged.
The ground beneath the Mind rippled and buckled
and heaved. Lurched upwards. Threw it sliding backwards. Its shield brushed the
barrier wall behind it. Almost a caress.
Matter collided with antimatter. A spark. Just
a tiny pinprick flash, more brilliant than any sun, blazed for an instant and
winked out. Like someone had poked a pin in the fabric of the universe and let
the face of God come shining through. The world was impossibly white, then
utter black. Then came the explosion.
Aris was picked up, batted across the room by
the force of the blast, flying, glancing off machinery, spinning, rolling,
bouncing off the floor until he finally slid the length of the courtyard and
rammed into the far wall.
When he could see, the Mind was gone.
Completely and totally erased, not even its shell remaining. The closest Vex
had been annihilated too, leaving a few dozen in tangled heaps
Aris groaned and shook his head and waited for
his eyes to adjust. Light swam and the haze of the room slowly resolved into
recognizable shapes.
“We did it,” he said, half in wonderment.
“Not quite,” said the Ghost in his head. “We
still don’t have the key—and the only reason the Vex didn’t kill that Fallen
yet is they didn’t want to risk losing the key. They’ll have no reason to hold
back now.”
Aris looked up to where the Fallen still stood.
As one, the surviving Vex angled and began marching towards it. Their weapons
fire began to range in on the blue field about it. The shield fizzled and
smoked under the assault. Began to visibly weaken.
“But I killed their Mind thing,” Aris
complained.
“The whole species is a single organism, all
the Vex are all the Vex, killing one doesn’t flip an off switch.”
“Dammit,” Aris struggled to his feet and took a
wobbling step and then another. Careened sideways and had to support himself
against the wall. “Don’t feel so good.”
“The Darkness,” said the Ghost. “You’re hurt
and I can’t heal you. It’s too far. You won’t make it in time.”
“Sez you.” He pushed himself away from the way,
took a few more staggering diagonal steps, tried to straighten, slipped and
fell to his knees. Cursing, he got to his feet again. The shield about the
Fallen was very pale now, almost transparent.
“Even if you make it, the Vex will kill you.”
“Could be,” he agreed. He was close enough that
the Fallen could see him now. It looked at him. Fear, betrayal, desperation
there. Most of all fear.
He’d failed, just as he’d failed to save those
colonists, all those eons ago. Saved nobody but himself.
The shield winked out, leaving the Fallen
exposed to the full force of the Vex’s weapons.
The Fallen stiffened, pushed its chest out and
lifted its head up. Proud before the executioner’s blade. A volley of fire
swept towards it. And met a translucent, pearl white wall.
Aris wished he had a mouth to grin at the
Fallen. The look of surprise on its face. He lowered his hand, the one that had
set the shield. And slumped face-first to the floor, spent. As one, the Vex
turned towards him.
The Fallen stepped forward, grabbed the closest
Vex, and touched it with one of his arms. There was something there, a four-pronged
antenna or mandible or blade, Aris couldn’t tell. It touched the Vex and it
jerked for a moment. Then turned and fired on its closest neighbor.
The Fallen touched another, then another. With
each touch the Vex began to turn on one another, raking each other with fire,
slaughtering each other at point-blank range. In seconds, they were dead and
only the Fallen survived.
With slow and deliberate steps, it walked
towards him. It leaned forward and retrieved the fusion gun from his back.
Examined it a moment, then wrapped one hand about the trigger and aimed it at
his head, then shifted its aim towards the Ghost that floated above him.
“I should kill you,” it rumbled.
From where he lay on his stomach, Aris lifted
his neck, raised his gaze and wearily regarded it. “You’re welcome,” he said.
“A life for a life,” it said.
“Nice work with the probe, virus, reprogramming,
thing,” Aris gave it a weak thumbs up.
“I am a Sacred Splicer of the House of Wolves.”
It paused, let the fusion rifle drop. With one of its lower hands, it drew a
short knife and placed it on the ground between them, blade pointed towards
Aris. “Misraaks.”
“Gesundheit.”
“Velask, Gesundheit of the House of Light.”
Aris wondered if it was making a joke, if the
Fallen even had jokes. If he’d be able to tell if it was joking. It did not
appear to be smiling. “Ah no, that was a, um, greeting. My name is…” he looked
down, and patted the faded lettering over his breast. “Shiva. Call me Shiva.”
“Sivaks, the wanderer. It is a good name.”
Misraaks did not extend a hand so Aris pushed
himself more or less upright, standing, only swaying a little bit, and
regarding the hazy blue wall in front of them. He nodded towards it and asked
the Fallen, “You got the key?”
Misraaks held out the mote of light. It fell
into Aris’ palm and floated there, hovering a millimeter above his skin. It
tingled.
“Will you kill me now?” Misraaks asked.
“Good grief, no.”
“I am free to leave?”
“Absolutely.” Aris gestured towards the
barrier. “You don’t want to see what all the fuss is about first?”
“No, I know what lies beyond,” it said. There
was unmistakable sadness there, a hurt and a longing. “The Whirlwind.”
Aris didn’t follow the idiom. He shrugged.
“Suit yourself. There’s a ship at the surface, one of yours, might be guarded
by a guy I know. Little chap, tentacles for a face but otherwise he’s cool.
You’re free to go.” He looked up at the ceiling and raised his voice. “Hear
that? My buddy here is free to go. No killer cages, no funny business, just let
the guy go. Deal?”
“Oh, very well,” said Clovis, a touch
petulantly. “My thanks for ridding me of the infestation. The creature is
insignificant, if you wish to keep it as a pet that’s up to you. Can’t wait to
show you what’s inside. It will change your mind, I know it will.”
Misraaks retrieved its knife from the ground,
with a final bow, it retreated into the gloom.
“Potent Darkness energy,” Clovis continued. “I could never use it, but
something tells me you can. Through my creation, my legacy will endure for
eternity.”
“That’s nice.” Aris was only half-listening. He
watched until he lost sight of the Fallen’s grey on black shadow and then
turned his attention back to the barrier.
#
The room on the other side was octagonal. Each
wall was taken up by a monitor, or else a black mirror.
There was an obsidian shape at the center of
the room, an elongated diamond of stone or metal black beyond black, threefold
black upon black upon black. It seemed to devour the light, swallow it up and
reflect nothing back. There was a density to it, a solidity, as if it were more
real than anything else in the room. The weight of it pulled at the eyes with
the irresistible force of a black hole. It hummed and whispered and sang and
was as silent as the grave.
“What is it?” Aris asked the Ghost and found
himself whispering.
“You heard Clovis: Darkness,” it said. “Pure
evil. An emissary or herald, a doorway, a trap.”
On each wall the monitors stirred and the same
image appeared on each one. A man stared out, not looking at the camera but
past it. Looking at nothing. His hollow-eyed gaze saw to infinity and his
pupils burned like twinned black stars. He was physically powerful, he was
insubstantial as a wraith, he was adamantine, he was fragile as glass. Someone
off-camera spoke to him and asked him how he felt.
Without changing expression, the man said,
“Numb as Novocaine.”
“Don’t look,” the Ghost urged. “It’s—”
“I know who it is,” Aris said.
The unlight burned from those images. The air
was heavy with it, tight, cloying and insidious. It seeped through his skin.
The face on the screen moved and the eyes
locked with his. The man smiled at him, smiled as he had never smiled in life.
“It’s okay, Aris,” the man said in his own voice. “This is a place of life, a
place of peace.”
“You know me,” Aris whispered.
“Of course I know you. I’m a part of you. Been
with you since the beginning, old friend. Here, let me show you.”
Aris remembered. He remembered everything. His
first life, his human one. The Traveler. The miracles it brought. The upheaval
those miracles had brought. Hundreds of millions thrown out of work by
programmable matter. Religions foundering on the irrefutable pearl sphere
floating in the skies, creating Edens with its presence. He remembered those
who had seen the chaos and the wealth and plenty and seen their chance to grab
more and incited the dispossessed and confused and lost to violence. The riots
and bombings and pogroms and wars. He’d been there, a soldier through it all,
and it had broken him.
A hollow-eyed man sitting on the edge of a bed
on an ice-ball moon with nothing left to lose, nowhere left to go. He might
have stepped off the train of history then, fallen into the promise of
oblivion. Only to be caught and baited and lured with the promise of
forgetfulness. He hadn’t wanted to die, no, that felt like cowardice. But he’d
wanted to forget and they’d said they knew a way how.
“It’s trying to weaken your resolve,” the Ghost
said. “Don’t let it get to you.”
“No,” the thing on the screen said. “Quite the
opposite: I’m making him stronger.”
Aris was walking towards the obsidian thing
without thinking, his traitor feet carrying him closer and closer. It might
have been a magnet, pulling his metal body towards it step by unconscious step.
His hand rose, drawn irresistibly upwards.
“Aris no, don’t touch it—”
His hand rested on the smooth, cool surface. He
felt something like a heartbeat under his fingers, the pulse of the universe. A
great indrawing and exhalation of breath across the cosmos. A satisfied sigh,
eons long and deep as existence. He felt. Recognized. Like calling to like. A
doorway opened inside and what could he do but step through.
The world wavered. Grew dim. Sound muffled and
distorted, like he was deep underwater. Deep. His vision twisted and bent and he
was coming apart every atom stretched in every direction and yet compressed,
squeezed into nothing by incredible pressure and he’d never felt such pain yet
never felt such pleasure and then.
He.
Was.
Standing in a garden.
Blooms. Red blooms. A whole sea of waist-high red
blooms, stretching to infinity. They grew incredibly fast, sprouting from the
ground and pushing into the air and flowering and withering and dying in
seconds. Like the waves of an ocean rising and falling, rising and falling, in
swirling and spiraling fractal patterns, patterns within patterns within
patterns. Over and over. Different each time, but also the same.
The sky was overcast, dark with clouds from
horizon to horizon. They grumbled and shifted through the sluggish sky. Black
rain fell, and where it touched the blooms withered. The air was perfume and
rot, sweet and sickening.
He ran his hand through the blooms and saw that
his hand was skin and nails and hair. A human hand. He held it up, marveling
and that was why he didn’t see the other approaching through the field.
“Hi Aris, glad you could make it,” said Aris’
voice.
Aris lowered his hand and saw the other. He
knew the face it wore was his own, the one he’d seen on the video screen. His
original face, before his first rebirth in an Exo body. It was smiling at him,
arms wide in welcome.
“Relax, take a load off, enjoy the view. This
garden sure is something, isn’t it?”
He glanced around and nodded. “What is it?”
“Everything,” his other self replied. “It’s everything.”
“If you’re really into poppies, sure.”
“Look, Aris, I can tell you’re a little
confused. I get it, really I do. She’s like that with all her pawns: Go here,
do that, collect 100 of these things, kill that thing. Not me. I’m here to give
you the truth. Let you see things clearly.”
“Me?”
“Yup. Gotta admit, I feel kind of proud of you.
Gave you the spark of life. You’re as much my son as you are that narcissistic
Doctor Frankenstein out there.”
“Your followers tried to kill me.”
“Well sure they did son. Sure they did. That’s
how you play the game. I give you things to struggle against and you grow
stronger in the struggling. I help you become your better self. I don’t want
to hurt you, but it’s the only way you’ll learn.”
“Everybody wants to help me, it sems, but
nobody asks me what I want. You are just more of the same.”
“Well that’s where you’re wrong. Now you’re
thinking, what’s this guy’s game? It’s simple, so elegantly simple. Majestic.
You’re one of hers, right? What better way can I prove her wrong, than by
helping you out? You see? That’s the point, that’s always been the whole and
only point: everything needs my help in the end.”
“I can see you’ve been spending time with Larry
and Xûr,” Aris smiled, though without humor. He waved his hand in a hurry-up
motion. “You sure sound like them. So how about we skip the gnostic
metaphysical mumbo-jumbo and get right to the part where you tell me what you
want.”
“Hey, sure, like I said, I’m here to help you,
buddy.”
“To do what?”
“Whatever it is that you want to do. You want
to save the Earth? I can help you do that. You want to destroy the Vex? Buddy,
I can help you do that. Just name it. Power? Fame? Immortality? Oh, you’d
better believe I can help you do that.”
He did laugh then, a good clean laugh, it
welled up from him, irrepressible and the threw back his head and laughed.
“Anything?”
“Just say the word, my man.”
“All right,” his laughed subsided into
chuckles. “Okay, I’ve got one. It’s like this: I want you to take your big
black diamond, and shove it right up your—”
He was on Europa again. In the same room,
standing in front of the diamond. It was quiescent now, still. The voices
silent. Whatever force had animated it was gone.
“Guardian? Guardian, are you all right?”
“Fine.”
“You vanished.”
“Sorry about that. Had a word with this cube’s owner.”
“You… talked to it? What did it want?”
“Oh, to make a deal, the usual Faustian bullshit,” he said, and chuckled at
the memory. “Eternal life, riches, all the good stuff, all I need to do is sell
my soul.”
“You refused?”
“Well of course I refused,” he said. “They don’t get it, not that
homunculus waiting upstairs, not Clovis, not the dark mirror me, none of them
get it. They can’t handle someone who doesn’t want more.”
“Well add me to the list, because I sure don’t get it.”
“They all expect you to be like them, always hungry for more and more,” he
explained. “They have all the morality of a cancer cell. I don’t want more. The
only one around here who’s already immortal, and I’m the only one who doesn’t
want it. Don’t tell me the universe doesn’t save a sense of humor.”
Aris turned and walked away, turned his back on the black monolith and left
it behind. Like Orpheus climbing up from Hades, only this time, Aris never
looked. back.
“Come on, let’s go home.”
#
The ship was still there, parked now horizontal
to the ground, its hull clear of any mark or damage.
Two humanoids huddled in the shelter beneath
the hull, the black-robed figure of Xûr,
and beside him, huddled and wrapped in its own cloak the Fallen, Misraaks. They
looked up as he crunched across the snow and ice and he waved. Neither waved
back.
“Whatever happened would have been the will of
the Nine and therefore right, but I am…” Xûr paused, then plunged quickly on, “I am glad you have won.”
“In a weird way it’s good to see you, too.” Aris patted Xûr on the shoulder. He turned to
the Fallen, Misraaks. “Dunno about you but I’ve had my fill of this place.
Ready to jet?”
Misraaks hesitated. “There is another,” it said, and stepped aside.
Behind it stood another Exo. The body was similar to his own but feminine,
though he realized that might not mean anything. There was a panther grace
there, a tense readiness to leap. She wore a kind of shawl or half-cape, and a
rifle was slung over her back. Her bright white eyes regarded him with
expectation, but also wariness.
“Aris,” she said. It was a cool, reserved voice, not unlike Clovis’, each
sound and syllable pronounced with cutting edged clarity. There was a tickling
familiarity to it, beyond even the similarities to Clovis. He could have sworn
he’d heard that voice before, and recently.
“Ah, another one of my ad—"
“Admirers,” she said in sync with him. As if she’d know exactly what he
would say. “You always say that.”
“I’ve never said that before in my life. My most recent one, anyway.”
She shook her head a little. “You have it?”
She asked it casually enough but there was a weight behind her question and
Aris was suddenly wary. She was utterly focused now, the panther about to
spring. Misraaks felt it too, and took two steps to the side, arms raised
placatingly. Xûr
merely waited, oblivious.
Before he answered, he balled his hands into fists, and felt the power
building there.
“It?” He figured that could only mean one thing. “The black floaty throat
lozenge.”
“You have it?” she repeated.
“Sorry,” he said slowly. “It’s still down there if you want it. You’re
welcome to it. If the guy in charge doesn’t bore you to death first.”
“You… left it?”
The façade of detached distance shattered. She was utterly taken aback. He
eyes searched his, trying to read his soul, still not quite believing. Aris
relaxed, uncurled his fists and spread his hands to show they were empty. He
aimed a thumb over his shoulder.
“Hey, if you want it, BMG.”
“What? No, I mean, not yet, not like this, it’s just. After all these.
Could it be. But how. I mean. This has never happened before.”
“Lady, you would not believe how many times I’ve said that to myself
today.”
“Elisabeth,” she said distantly.
“Call me Shiva,” he shrugged. “Just like the sound of it. Been a real
pleasure, anything for my fellow killer robots.” When she said nothing, Aris
beckoned to Misraaks and headed for the skiff’s boarding tube.
“Wait,” she said suddenly.
He stopped and turned.
“You Guardians travel in threes,” she said.
“The Emissary, a Fallen Captain and an Exo. Is this your fireteam?”
“My movements are not predictable, even to me,”
said Xûr. A quick bow and he
vanished.
Aris looked to Misraaks, who nodded.
“No, guess it’s just the two of us,” he told
the stranger.
“Good,” she said. “Then you’ll have room for
one more.”
END
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